Fainting By Numbers

by Monty O'Blivion

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1.
Intro 01:20
I can't ignore the shadow behind me It creeps along the floor with arms like the blind sea Run for the door but the fear seems to bind me
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Fear 03:40
The times dissolve in this atmosphere Our minds lie paralyzed in our fear Sit back and enjoy the Ludovico treatment If you learn fast, it won’t be so frequent I can’t ignore the shadow behind me It creeps along the floor with arms like the blind sea Run for the door, but the fear seems to bind me To this endless war that has consigned me As the future gnaws away at our past We sleep as quietly as a bomb blast Sirius rising in the breathing sky again Like a nomad in the land of the bird-men As I called to you Your gaze pierced me right through Your skin was powder blue A disposition that's tried and true There’s fear but fear itself is nothing There’s itself to fear nothing but fear There’s nothing but fear to fear itself There’s nothing to fear but fear itself I can’t ignore the shadow behind me It creeps along the floor with arms like the blind sea Run for the door, but the fear seems to bind me To this endless war that has consigned me Endless war
3.
Johnny’s got a friend called Mary Jane He’s the only one who understands her pain She’s walked under every woman’s moon Survived and fought against the gloom Entangled in each other’s web They were fooled to think of days ahead But tragedy finds a place to hide In the biggest hearts and greatest minds He once told her everything she always wanted to hear But now he was her greatest fear As they lower his corpse into the ground She don’t know what to do, but hang around, hang around She started taking pills, cause they made her feel numb She couldn’t face the grief, but she couldn’t run Living in a slow motion life She felt like she was just waiting to die, waiting to die One day, Mary Jane didn’t answer the phone She just wanted to be alone A neighbor dialed 911 Said she was suicidal and might have a gun She was cooking when they kicked down the door Fired 16 shots and then she hit the floor On the news, the cop said she had a knife And that he had no choice, he feared for his life Feared for his life He said he fear for his life Feared for his life He said he fear for his life
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The forest, the forest, the forest is full Of spiders, of spiders, of spiders yeah The forest, the forest, the forest is full Of spiders, of spiders, of spiders yeah Appearing cloaked in anonymity From the canopies, all grinning down at me Their blistering whispering Keeps drawing near Whispering sinister Lies in my ear The hour the hour the hour is late Start to run, start to run, run run run They’re crawling down Quiet as the sound Of sprinkling needles On frozen ground You will not see them But you will feel them They’ll drain you Well before you realize it And when your heart stops, it won’t be enough When rigor mortis sets, it won’t be enough Your soul is long gone, it won’t be enough And it’s never enough for them
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Welcome to our nest We recycle our cigarettes When we can’t ignore the hunger pains We go downtown to drain our veins From the cradle into debt So we take what we can get And wait for what comes next Or to sink into the sea God is a computer Day and night it feeds God is a computer Day and night it feeds Smirking pictures, spinning stories Demonology, cigarette burns But plot holes and glaring omissions made it Hard to believe Vacant homes line the cul-de-sacs While the poor line the streets This world is just a baby farm We’re the money crop indeed God is a computer Day and night it feeds God is a computer Day and night it feeds Your body and soul is cavern of gold A commodity free for the taking It happens and you don’t even know All the wealth you’re generating Day and night it feeds
6.
Contempt 04:45
I stand accused of treason 12 bitter scowls fall on me The gavel cracks like a whip I confess, I hold this court in contempt For want of an advocate The saboteur speaks for me Throw the book, I throw it back And confess, I hold this court in contempt I fade Into the walls Draw the shades Down on it all This island once was a mountaintop This villain once was a child I’m a ruin, I warned them all I confess, I hold myself in contempt We change Perhaps our finest art Draw the shades On the senile heart Wait for me I won’t be long For I don’t belong Anywhere but here Contingencies in place Reserved a solitary space Guilt erodes the chamber walls Of the senile heart Drunken father of the land Stands proud and tall in his disgrace Beats down each helping hand Condemns us to our fate I hold you in contempt
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Mannequin 03:28
You're a mannequin You're just pretend Molded plastic flesh You’re empty within Oh, tell me What’s on sale today Looking down at us from behind that glass They dress you up In all their clothes Oh, tell me What’s on sale today Laughing on time Walking in straight lines Going through the motions And feeling fine Mannequin You’re just pretend Mannequin Empty within Your cold blank stare Frozen into a smile Suspicious and haunting Goes on for miles and miles Oh, tell me What’s on sale today Laughing on time Walking in straight lines Going through the motions And feeling fine Mannequin You’re just pretend Mannequin Empty within
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Quid Pro Quo 03:37
Cherrypick from a rotten tree Court TV got a hold on me Sunday best, blemish-free Foamy mouth of a district attorney Need a witch to burn, had a shitty year Got case that’ll make her career The media hounds catch the scent This one’s gonna pay the rent Spectators binge on dopamine Purge opinions and kerosine Prime time crime, don’t read an excerpt Just a headline now I’m an expert Companies fight for the advertising Everybody’s monetizing Satisfy our bloodlust With a righteousness so lustrous Quid Pro Quo How deep does it go? Quid Pro Quo Deeper than you’ll ever know Turn the lights down low It runs the show Hand on heart, oh, oh Eyes sewn closed Politician needs a vote Lobbyist needs a Judas goat Auction off legislation Write it off as a donation It’s gonna trickle up just wait and see They’re gonna rise up like mercury Tear gas, an American tradition Like pre-existing conditions Panic button on the mayor’s desk Non-lethal rounds leave you a mess Secret police kick down the door Secure the homeland from the poor It’s not a rotten year, it’s a rotten state It always was, you found out too late Now you’re locked there in the stocks And the tanks are coming round the block Quid Pro Quo How deep does it go? Quid Pro Quo Deeper than you’ll ever know Turn the lights down low It runs the show Hand on heart, oh, oh Eyes sewn closed
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Secular 01:26
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Render unto me Unsentimental observer you say I am Render unto me The stars dancing in time With devils in my mind The scarcity of affection Left my heart pumping dry But I don’t mind No I don’t mind Render unto me Unsentimental observer
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The blood on the dance floor Won’t disrupt your blissful state The dweller on the threshold Watches patiently and waits Panic at the sweatshop Advertisements in the air Go forth and disappoint us Chase the carrot up the stairs They mock you when you smile They mock you when you cry Tell ya to be true to yourself Then mock you if you try Cooking up the numbers Then they present you with a chart Say it’s all your fault Guilty from the start Guilty from the start One more night of rumination The everlasting dial tone It blends right in with the ambience That old familiar drone Tonight’s a nice night for murder I’ll kill the cop inside my head Then I can join you on the dance floor Splashing in rivers of red Why should I aim to please From a hundred miles high I’ll never live up to you Because I won’t even try Cooking up the numbers Then they present you with a chart Say it’s all your fault Guilty from the start Guilty from the start Guilty from the start Guilty from the start Guilty from the start Graduation day Graduation day Graduation day Graduation day

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released December 10, 2021

Music, words, production, mastering by Monty O'Blivion
Album artwork by Jenn Woodall

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